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Lesson learn today, never to accept someone's good intentions if you can't live up to it. Lesson learn, communication is always be the barrier if one thinks in one manner and never listens to the other. Lesson learn, never work with people you respect and love very much as a friend. Lesson learn, its difficult to separate business and friendship when they are linked.
Lesson learn, somethings have to get ugly in order to save yourself. Lesson learn, you can listen but you can't never understand. Lesson learn, never to blame yourself for everything. Lesson learn, never to take every offer that comes along.
Lesson learn, everyone knows what they have to do but its the consequences that stops them from proceeding onwards. Lesson learn, there are people around who would care for you if you ask. Lesson learn, never try to think that you are doing everyone a favor. Lesson learn, you have to be nice to yourself instead of being nice to everyone.
Lesson learn, things can never be the same again but that does not mean everything is lost. Lesson learn, people will always assume whatever they want about you. Lesson learn, trusting people is an issue of mine for the rest of my life now. Lesson learn, if you are not comfortable in the begin don't start it.
All in all, I lost my job. For what is worth, I am trying to salvage the friendship. I am trying my best to not assume and continue trusting those friends. I can't help it if at the end of the day what he thinks of me is negative.
There are two groups of people in general. Entrepreneurs and non-entrepreneurs. Just because people think you have got the goods does not mean that is what you should do in life. I have no roots to begin growing up like a tree and I am already asked to be a tree without roots.
I respect my decision and I don't regret it. I want friendship more than having the opportunity to do things I have no experience in plus there is no desire to do so. Its not worth learning in that manner when friendship is on the line, I don't see anything wrong if I can earn a decent living.
I don't need to be a millionaire overnight. I just want to earn to a point when I don't have to worry about over spending or not being able to afford things I want. I don't need to run my own business to be successful in life. I can start from scratch in the industry I like and have the passion and work upwards from there.
I need a system to follow, not something that I feel unstable with. Its not my cup of tea so its time to let go. I can't take the level of expectations nor the level of stress at the rate that I am going. No doubt I have been given the second chance.
Its a rare opportunity but it also means that the quality of work I produce will be tripled. I have to dash to reach the goal where people are strolling along. I don't think its worth more than my friendship I have. When its enough its enough.
I appreciate every single thing that has been done for me. Chances and opportunities given to me. But its too much since I have no experience, no system, what I perceive might be different from his perception. Its time to draw the line.
Look for another job.
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